
A dark visual novel by acclaimed creator nyalra. Overly sensitive to other people's emotions, the protagonist—a light novel writer—develops the ability to read minds, only to be driven even deeper into isolation. His sole remaining comfort is his younger sister, gifted yet lonely.
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“Onii-chan, you really are a lonely person.”
“Did you lose faith in me?”
“No. I love you, onii-chan.”
Unable to bear the ugliness of the world and terrified of other people, the protagonist develops the ability to read minds.
He shuts himself away and submits a light novel he wrote, which unexpectedly wins a newcomer’s award. But the jealousy and envy that follow only deepen his distrust of the few human relationships he still has. Those around him hurt his fragile heart without even realizing it.
His only remaining comfort is his younger sister, who lives with him.
Clinging to each other just to stay alive, the two sink night after night into a twisted, unhealthy codependency.
―I keep living alone, talking about my own prejudices and cursing the world. Day after day.
I ripped off Dostoevsky, half-assed it into something modern, and turned it into a light-novels.
I mean, I tried. In my own stupid way.
Had the heroines talk about “existentialism” like it was supposed to mean something.
The gameplay is an old-school, straight-up classic visual novel. The text fills the entire screen, so read as much as you want—or just right-click to hide it and enjoy the art. That’s it. Read, click, and vibe.
Live through a gloomy, suffocating real world through an overly sensitive protagonist… then come home and savor the only happiness left in his life: the time he spends with his little sister, his one true comfort.
As the friction with the people around you keeps piling up, there’ll be moments when their petty thoughts make you feel actual murderous rage. And in those moments, you can use your mind-reading ability to drive them to suicide.
That snide bastard. That arrogant asshole. Hit them right where it hurts—right in the deep-seated insecurities they never want anyone to see—and take them out. It’s not like you’re killing them with your own hands, so you won’t get caught. The ones truly at fault are the tasteless, mindless conformists who do nothing but obey society without a shred of aesthetic sense.
…But is that really okay?
What is happiness, anyway?
And in the end—what kind of future will the protagonist and his sister walk into?
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Scenario & Director: nyalra
Artwork: Ohisashiburi
Music: Aiobahn +81
UI Design: Maruino
Logo Design: Yuto Hama
Programming: HAYAO

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Languages: English, Simplified Chinese, Japanese
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剧情并没有达到预期,也或许是我过度期待了,虽然游戏中不乏一些可圈可点的细节但总体还是不推荐游玩的。 不同于超天酱,视角是阿P游戏主体却聚焦于糖糖身上,这部游戏虽然有着妹妹作为噱头但游戏主体和视角都是有着偏执症的男主,且有着大量主角自己的心理描写,对于妹妹的塑造反而并没有那么用心。 作为视觉小说,游戏并没有采用常见文字冒险游戏的人物之间直接对话叙事,而是选择了一种轻小说风格的写法进行,这直接导致体验相比普通的对话推进多了种日式轻小说的通病:分不清谁在说话。用日语游玩,因为我(ore boku watashi)是不同的,所以可以很轻松分辨,但换了其他语言,游戏中不同角色的连续对话,大量心理内容穿插,甚至有直接心理对话的片段,都让阅读体验大打折扣。 游戏用男主第一人称的视角进行,而这个男主却并不是那么讨喜,设定上有着敏锐感知情感(自己认为是洞察内心),因能看穿他人所以非常傲慢,虽说这种瞧不起他人的自负或许在中二期多少都有过,但主视角且整篇下来因男主自己也能力不济还是让人觉得有点恶心。 卖点之一的妹妹通篇下来几乎完全察觉不到人物的内核,有着天才的设定却没有足以支撑这个设定的内容,出场的戏份很多作用却只有安慰哥哥以及对着哥哥说我爱你,以及偶尔讲些书中的句子(更像是作者想借妹妹之口来说),除了外貌外就是个很工具人的人物,和游戏中的冷川学长线一对比就显得非常滑稽。就连最后的真结局看起来也像是为了和自己文中“像商业化妥协”一般索然无味。 other线中其他人物的塑造都盖过了占据主要美术资源的妹妹。男主自己整天瞧不起这个文青病,瞧不起那个打工人,自己反而是最文青病的(包括整个游戏),从结构性的看待他人,到最后逼死他人,虽然阅读体验不怎样但故事还算有点点趣。每个角色线都会沾染点不同文学作家的味道,太宰治应该算作者借鉴的最多的味道最明显,但结尾都利用猎奇血腥cg来给最后的角色自白当收尾还是令人忍俊不禁。 剧情并没有自己的核心,到处充满了作者对世界的讽刺,就连最后所谓的真结局也是由妹妹之口引出一个和全篇关系不大的勇气来作为一个妹妹线的主题,如果不是为了商业化我甚至认为作者完全不需要这么一个角色。 整个游戏都与男主很像,轻小说作家便用轻小说的风格做游戏叙事,瞧不起文青病却最是文青病,游戏中有大量的笔墨浪费在情绪宣泄上以及为了男主的心理活动,不管是所谓“黑深残”的剧情,还是一个真如同圣母般的妹妹都没能写好。妹妹许多动画随机播放,角色线选择肢无法存档,存档会有bug,有时会卡住,把常规在下面的功能按键放在上方,种种下来的体验都很影响人。 最后能让人夸两句的细节只有老生常谈的美术风格好看、音乐有点意思、选择框的演出有亮点,初次之外没什么好说的了。 本质用好看的妹妹来吸引人的cult自嗨作品。
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说到底nyalra老师的作品比起一般意义上结构完整角色形象饱满的商业作品来说,其实更像自我表现和著作二创,或者更确切一点来说是对一些确实很有品的作品的阅读理解。 当作者把他所阅读的书籍的那个时代的思想和观察力带到这个时代,观察和审判这个更加现代的社会的群像的时候,说白了当代人很难在没有宗教背景和哲学背景(或许更困难的是具体的生活背景)的条件下get到作者想要表达的内容,而对于这部内容本身就不大饱满的作品来说,这种难解可能就被叠加着略过,然后一头雾水地结束了。 与其说这部作品矫揉做作,不如说nyalra老师在搬设定和从主题出发找故事这一块真的非常勤勤恳恳,牡丹一章结构上算是套地下室手记第二部分雨雪霏霏,内容上结合了自己对于相关女性生存方式的社会研究,挚友一章很明确是资本主义框架下人的重压与无能的交织,混混一章和父母一章是比较典型的日本社会议题,学长一章大概算是对于严苛理性知识分子(伊万费奥多洛维奇)的解构。 其实真正写到文本里真要说思想性的都是一些比较有名的作品,指名道姓的话基本都在陀的范围内,或者我想说nyalra老师或许本来就是想复刻陀的思考方式和书写方式写点东西出来才能真正达到这种让读者多次会心一笑的效果吧。 没看过陀和太宰治的可能真的不大推荐。
美しい物語だった。 祈りって、自分の醜悪さと戦うための斥力なんだね。 そんな当たり前のことを、ふつうに生きてるつもりなのに信じられなくなってしまうから、たまに確かめるために物語が必要なんだろうな。 眠れない夜にちょっとずつプレイしていて、今、夜が明けました。
尽管我给这个游戏好评,但是这个游戏就和主播女孩重度依赖一样注定是一个两级分化严重的作品(我库里的主播女孩是我后面入正的,之前玩的是盗版),前期的剧情过于雷霆导致我差点把这个游戏卸了,但是最后把结局和真结局通了之后一切才逐渐明朗,受不了前期主角和一个嘉豪一样的对人家指指点点的还是建议不要入了(毕竟真的很让人火大)
This game feels nostalgic, reminding me of older VNs. Intriguing story and beautiful visuals.
充满阴郁氛围的作品,有超强攻击性批判周遭现象,也免不了性和暴力还有逝去,只有每一章末的妹妹才是救赎。超级可爱而且完全理解你的妹妹,约定好共死并且毫无犹豫殉情,当然te是好结局妹妹没有死大家都活着,和过去和解与妹妹开启新生活,喜欢妹妹就推
7.5/10分的小众嘉豪avg作品,演出优秀,内容和结局太少,带有一定作者政治私货输出,主线有大量艺术和日本文学方面的影射,虽然日本文学方面的我不太懂,但我可以说艺术方面的都是能和剧情有对上的,对喜欢骨科以及艺术的受众来说还是蛮对胃口的,至於男主性格方面的问题,因为我一上来就看出是在neta梵高所以反而接受度意外的高( 另外虽然我是重度骨科控但全篇看下更磕男主和天竺牡丹怎么办( 順便简单统计一下主线中出现过的画:无名女人的肖像 拾穗者 虚无派静物 人间乐园 我们从何处来?我们是谁?我们向何处去?秋千 窗前读信的少女 圣普拉克塞蒂斯 荷花 女性的三个阶段 有花瓶鲜花与死青蛙的静物 有鱼、牡蛎和虾的静物 ——------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 注意以下分析带有重度剧透要素 个人认为妹妹应该不是男主的妄想,全篇中大量明示男主和梵高的关系,各种艺术上的要素和BE的扎耳。 主线的妹妹背景是星月夜,代表了梵高与好兄弟高更决裂与割耳后的精神崩溃时期。 而TE则变成了向日葵,这是梵高在“黄房子”时期的代表作品,这时的梵高充满希望,渴望友情,正好对应了男主想要写出“第二本书”的炽热渴望。 综上所述我觉得妹妹应该是neta梵高的弟弟提奥,现实中提奥也在梵高去世后很快便心力交瘁重病去世(对应妹妹BE殉情)。
完全不应该称之为游戏,里面的音乐就是冲着让人不适而制作的,无论是糅杂的杂音、故意拉低的音质还是短促紧张的主调、拉不到高潮戛然而止的旋律都让令人不适,配合阴湿压抑的文字与阴暗但炫耀着的背景,所有的一切都配合着抬升限制级,[spoiler] 但我早就过了18岁 [/spoiler]。故事就那样吧,没有像前作一样vtuber那么新颖,本作围绕同事、朋友、暗恋对象、家人展开关于精神病ある男主的恶意看法,挺猎奇的,妹妹含量基本为0,背景板罢了[spoiler] 真不熟 [/spoiler]。为什么给好评,是因为这类作品很少,还是希望可以多一点,万一出现神作了呢?[spoiler] 下一个沙耶之歌在哪里?????? [/spoiler]
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